The Exhaustion of Existence

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 10th may 2021


I think I've felt enough.
nothing empties me
people don't consequent 
past doesn't haunt 
future doesn't pull 
fiction doesn't satisfy
attention doesn't excite
audacity doesn't define.
the way the world works - 
isn't right for me.
its all in me - these people,
this earth, the universe;
all the hypothesis, theories, 
examples, explanations - 
they all exhaust me.
but nothing belongs to me
and vice versa.
the void I process, 
I've come to cherish it.
Life isn't the opposite of death.
I realised it is all one beautiful 
solace of Emptiness, 
which we strive to fill 
with our own lively delusions.

- Varshini 

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  1. AnonymousMarch 22, 2023 at 2:05 PM

    Your words beam with the truth that i can connect with. Thanks for this❤

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